if i tell you i love you, please don't take it the wrong way. it doesn't mean i expect any more from you or that things need to change. i don't believe there's just a limited amount of love in the world. loving those i care about and who mean a lot to me is the most natural thing of all and i care for you very much :)

i am shaking like a person

hello person :)

It deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm.

Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if
you can raed tihs psas it on !!

See? Sepllnig is oervrtaed!

IF: 1:50am = a dying bonsai, THEN 5am = a cactus with its arms removed AND 8am class is a festering piece of orange fungus.

BREAKFAST = variable.

My last gerbera died. I think I need to dispose of the body and hide the evidence.

wow there is seriously no point in existing. i could turn into a dead star and change the reality and gravity around me. perhaps the other stars would look at me strangely. we should eat icecream in distilled late afternoon light. i want to find a young priest of strong convictions and corrupt him. there are places that exist only in memory now, whole spaces driven out of existence. i miss my dog and his ability to be unquestioningly faithful.

pleonasm: the use of more words than are necessary to express an idea.

It's 3:13am. Today there was the best storm in Hangzhou, ever. The balcony is a much better place to enjoy storms than a dorm room. Roofs and walls are otiose.

I got a manicure today and my nails are now white. My left thumbnail has a pretty flower on it. Pretty things are nice. Too bad the supermarket was closed so I couldn't buy coffee. Sleep is such an inefficient use of time.

Now it's 3:41am and my room smells like burning plastic. At least there are no mosquitoes.